Communication Error...@#$^#%

So blue...so unhappy..Why we hv such problem recently? I dont know why like this.. Haiz.. So upset.. I don feel wanna face this problem anymore..I really hate it, very very hate it. Why he everytime talked to me like that? Did he thonk of my feeling? I hv no idea.. Mayb it was my problem. I am not sure. Mayb I am not understand him, mayb we hv communication error.. Haiz... So boring... I feel really tired of dealing with these kind of problems. Tired...really tired. I really hope to stay away from this kind of stupid stuffs. I hope he can talk to me well. Don use such words...although I knew you not meant it. But did u know the words really brought me those meaning and hurt? U feel that? U know that? I hope you KNOW...

对不起,I'm Sorry

今天不知为什么突然回想那件事,其实当DARLING告诉我妳的想法和感受,我真的很内疚,我真的不是因为妳而这样的,真的.........妳别再这么想了.好吗?我真的很珍惜妳这位姐妹的.我气他不是因为妳,而是他真的做错了.我不知要怎么向妳说出我心里的话,可是就是希望妳别把所有错放在妳身上,好吗?很抱歉.........................................很想念妳

Boring...Damn Boring

I am super duper boring as I really no idea what to do. How? How? How? Really lost of direction of my life and colourless of my life too..But soon,I am going to colour it as I am going to start my working life. I think that time should never give me a time to say Boring..Bored.. Right? I hope so. And I wish so. At least let me fight for my life and my career. I want career and money. Money and career..I want...

And yet,I think I should able to fight for it based on my capabilities and my qualities. Haha~~ I want my expected life. Maybe more than that? Yeah~~

I rather to have a busy life than a boring life like now..everyday at home waiting news..watch drama..surfing net...msn...facebook...blogging...friendster...so on...etc...Haha~

Gonna mad d....

my Son 3 months old

Bosco,my son was now 3 months old. (13/10/2008), His birthdate is 13 July 2008. Yeah,now he learnt how to sit and lye down after we spent some time to teach. Here's our effort. Yeah....~~

遗憾...还是什么?

近来,看回妳们的部落格,妳们的生活点滴.心里不禁有些感慨...羡慕又遗憾.想成为其中一个主角,可是往往感觉上有个距离,有副城墙,怎么都越不过去.....为什么?是我吗?是我的问题吗?也许吧...

今天和JASCIE在MSN上聊了一阵,发觉心情没那么复杂了.多谢她的advise,没那么紧张了.想到BEAR BEAR,好久好久没联络了.不过,我真的很开心,因为她终于和她想要的在一起了.想回过去的付出,泪....都是值得的.不知她是否还记得那时我在NIC家楼下抱着她说的话吗?不知她还记得我那时担心她一个人在屋子楼下吗?飞快地到那儿找她吗...很遗憾...我们好像没以前那么好了.也许,是个有个忙,个有个生活吧!希望至少能常联络吧! 真想念你们......我的姐妹们.