Great Trip and My Great Start

My last week was my first great start in my co, my colleagues and boss treat me so nice. Really much more better than the previous sucks co that I never met. But yet,I finally met 'you', you all treat me well and I like my job well. As I really able to meet up with different people when planning and organizing events for running up the sales.

My first weekend after I started to work, I went Cameron Highlands. It was a great and fun and of course memorable trip for us, especially me and you. and you... you.. you.. Haha...Sadly there was lack of you... My Dear Agnes. Without you really seems less something. Haha..maybe it is your silly and craziness with us. Yeah...nvm,make sure you must join nxt trip ya..

Anyhow,I think it is a great start of my life. Sooner, I am getting to take different challenges in my life. Yeah...~~ Gonna fight for it.

Communication Error...@#$^#%

So blue...so unhappy..Why we hv such problem recently? I dont know why like this.. Haiz.. So upset.. I don feel wanna face this problem anymore..I really hate it, very very hate it. Why he everytime talked to me like that? Did he thonk of my feeling? I hv no idea.. Mayb it was my problem. I am not sure. Mayb I am not understand him, mayb we hv communication error.. Haiz... So boring... I feel really tired of dealing with these kind of problems. Tired...really tired. I really hope to stay away from this kind of stupid stuffs. I hope he can talk to me well. Don use such words...although I knew you not meant it. But did u know the words really brought me those meaning and hurt? U feel that? U know that? I hope you KNOW...

对不起,I'm Sorry

今天不知为什么突然回想那件事,其实当DARLING告诉我妳的想法和感受,我真的很内疚,我真的不是因为妳而这样的,真的.........妳别再这么想了.好吗?我真的很珍惜妳这位姐妹的.我气他不是因为妳,而是他真的做错了.我不知要怎么向妳说出我心里的话,可是就是希望妳别把所有错放在妳身上,好吗?很抱歉.........................................很想念妳

Boring...Damn Boring

I am super duper boring as I really no idea what to do. How? How? How? Really lost of direction of my life and colourless of my life too..But soon,I am going to colour it as I am going to start my working life. I think that time should never give me a time to say Boring..Bored.. Right? I hope so. And I wish so. At least let me fight for my life and my career. I want career and money. Money and career..I want...

And yet,I think I should able to fight for it based on my capabilities and my qualities. Haha~~ I want my expected life. Maybe more than that? Yeah~~

I rather to have a busy life than a boring life like now..everyday at home waiting news..watch drama..surfing net...msn...facebook...blogging...friendster...so on...etc...Haha~

Gonna mad d....

my Son 3 months old

Bosco,my son was now 3 months old. (13/10/2008), His birthdate is 13 July 2008. Yeah,now he learnt how to sit and lye down after we spent some time to teach. Here's our effort. Yeah....~~

遗憾...还是什么?

近来,看回妳们的部落格,妳们的生活点滴.心里不禁有些感慨...羡慕又遗憾.想成为其中一个主角,可是往往感觉上有个距离,有副城墙,怎么都越不过去.....为什么?是我吗?是我的问题吗?也许吧...

今天和JASCIE在MSN上聊了一阵,发觉心情没那么复杂了.多谢她的advise,没那么紧张了.想到BEAR BEAR,好久好久没联络了.不过,我真的很开心,因为她终于和她想要的在一起了.想回过去的付出,泪....都是值得的.不知她是否还记得那时我在NIC家楼下抱着她说的话吗?不知她还记得我那时担心她一个人在屋子楼下吗?飞快地到那儿找她吗...很遗憾...我们好像没以前那么好了.也许,是个有个忙,个有个生活吧!希望至少能常联络吧! 真想念你们......我的姐妹们.